cough drops

so anyone that knows me pretty well, knows that i am a very firm believer of karma. i believe that everyone should love one another and all actions should be carried out that way. god wants us to treat others not only the way we would want to be treated but also that we should treat other better then how we would like to be treated. and thats exactly the way i try to live my life. i mean no ones perfect, but i try to do my best to make the special people in my life and my loved ones around feel as happy as i possibly can. i enjoy cooking dinner for my roommate. i love making my friends and co-workers laugh. i love volunteering and community service projects where i know im making a diference in someone else's life. i love making people i care about happy. and i feel like the nicer i am to other people, the more it comes back to me in positive ways. even when things get bad, i try to look for the best in everything. and i try to surround myself with only people that can make me happy and lift me up. people i can really depend on. and i think ive been doing pretty well lately :)

i love habatchi

for dinner tonight i ate at The Habatchi Factory...it crossed my mind that i have once again abandoned my sweet little blog. im sorry blog. theres just so many things going on in my life lately. schools a bitch. but theres also so many things going thru my head too. i think all i really need to do is sit down at night anf blog my little heart out and everything will level out. heres to you, future...

pinky promise

for some unknown reason i jumped ship on my blog this summer and that makes me sad. this used to be my favorite place and somehow my love of ranting into cyberspace has left me. in all actuality, school has taken up the majority of my time. but this is my pinky promise to you beloved blog...i will always love you.

VOLunteering

so i just got my "official" acceptance letter from the university of tennessee. im not extremely surprised because ive heard that they pretty much let anybody whos transferring in. plus ive known for a long time that i was going to have to go to school there but i havent really given it much thought. i have alot of friends that go there but its going to be a whole other mind set to think that it will now be MY school too; not just running around at the UT parties but ill actually be part of everything. as in theyll all be MY classmates and not just "hi & bye" strangers. i guess i wont feel like such an intruder anymore since ill have a right to be running around campas and taking up a parking space... this is so weird to me. and somewhat overwhelming...ughh.

teddy bear

so i have this really bad habit of wanting things that i dont need. no matter what they are. maybe its bc they make me feel better. sometimes they make me feel better about myself. sometimes they comfort me. sometimes they make me feel sexy or confident. mostly they make me feel secure. like a lucky charm. or loved, like a teddy bear. it usually makes me selfish and i dont want to give them up or give them back. sometimes it sucks.

ill write more about this later, i just wanted to jot the thought down before i lost it forever.

airplanes

"can we pretend we're airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right"

today is the first official day of summer for me (in my mind) bc yesterday i took my last final. im officially a junior in college now so that depressing. sometimes i feel like a shooting star. or should i say falling star?? lol i just feel like in running all the time but i never really know exactly which direction im headed in. half of me wants to press on in my life and freaking get out there and make something of my life and really get it started. the other half of me just wants to kick back and party and have a good time with my friends. sometimes it just feels good to just do nothing with good people. these nights are usually the best for me. i love just getting in my car and going somewhere. it doesnt even matter where you go or what you end up doing as long as youre doing it w your friends it will always be a good time. got i sound like a hallmark card haha.

after my final yesterday i headed to the lake with some friends. newly made friends but good people none the less. when i go to the lake its usually on a boat or something, im not a fan of murky waters. but somehow i ended up splashing around in it for something crazy like 5 hours lol i had so much fun it was ridiculous. im a little sore from hanging onto the bouye thing (sp?) and my shoulders are a little toasty but its starting to turn into a lovely tan bc i keep moisturizing it lol after that we headed to the brewery and chowed down on some amazing buffalo chicken pizza (tuesday is half price pizza night! holla!) so that was delicious to say the least. then the house band started playing. afterwards i had great conversations with my friend garrett. sometimes it good to just sit around and do nothing. it good to hear how other people feel about things. especially when you want to hear what they have to say and you can respect it. overall it was a pretty good day. i hope this saga of events will happen again, preferably next week? lol i hope so.

for certain

10 things i know for certain:

1)i love summertime and all that it envolves
2)i miss driving my red mustang
3)tanning makes me feel skinnier
4)im a shopaholic
5)my favorite accessories are statement earrings, cocktail ring, bangles, scarves
6)dancing is a wonderful workout
7)a night spent danicng with my best friend is a night well spent
8)i enjoy my ability to make new friends
9)im going to pass all my clases this semester
10)my fantasticly tropical Key Largo vacation is just around the corner.

so therefore, life is good again