this ones for you

so its almost midnight and im sitting im my room on the computer, networking, the usual lmao. plus im sippin on some sizzurp lol which helps with my chill-level. im jamming this new Drake song-im so obsessed with it. in the song he says, "baby, you my everything, you all ive ever wanted. we could do it real big, bigger than you ever done it...i want this forever...and i say the same thing every single time: you the fuckin best, the best i ever had." wow. ive got it on repeat and im just dancin around my room listening to it. it got me thinking; my life is so effing amazing. like if only people knew, theyd hate me. my boyfriend/fiance is the single greatest thing that has ever happened or ever will happen to me. he leaves me breathless. its taken some trials for me to figure this out. theres so many sexy guys out there but none that rock my world like this one. my only wish is that ever girl could be as happyas i am and feel the way i do about him. my bestfriend is on the otherside of the world. but shes got her boo with her and they couldnt be any more perfect. it makes me happy when other people find love, not flings, or crushes, or hook-ups. im talking truely unconditional love. (it goes silent when he kisses you. your body goes limp when he holds you. you would do the most miserable things imaginable just to spend a few minutes with them at the end of the day. the thought of losing them makes you want to die. and you cant forget those soft gentle touches that make your day perfect. your heart skips a beat when you get that text. they way they say 'i love you.' the way you could spend the whole day with them and kiss them for hours but it still sucks to say goodbye. yay, im talking about that kind of relationship.) i hate when i see people stuck in relationships with people that they arent utterly in love with. its such a waste. and i should know!~been there~done that~ if youre not getting treated like a princess-get out! lifes too short for that shiz. my advice? be with someone who thinks youre the single greatest person who ever lived. i am :)