miranda

so i know this isn't weird or anything. i mean, i know every body's got one -- an alter ego that is! even if you think the idea is really silly and you're convinced that you don't have one, you really do. if you've ever done anything super daring or crazy, something "out of character", that was your alter ego shining through. have you ever said something to someone (ex:a super flirty txt to a boy, bitching out the pretty girl, tell your parents to suck it), something that you would have never otherwise had the guts to do, things that take extra courage. i use mine when im nervous and unsure of whats about to happen. i use mine when im dancing in clubs. i use mine when im drunk and having a good time. i use mine when im with my friends, cracking the first joke. i use mine on my bf, he thinks its just my 'skills'. i use mine for my best friend when she needs the confidence that i dont really have, but i dont mind to lend it to her. i use mine when im out shopping or doing something by myself like walking across campus. its gives me a little extra 'oomph' and i dont feel as stupid. when this entry first crossed my mind today, i was jamming to Miranda Lambert down the interstate. listening to her music gives me this short-lived jolt of confidence and excitement. all her songs are so empowering, singing about conquering love, conquering broken heartedness, catching a cheating boyfriend, confronting hypocrites, and anything else that just makes her feel good about herself. i like it. with Miranda i feel like i can conquer anything. next friday night i think Miranda and i will hit the town. well, maybe just Miranda ;)